Showing posts with label 30 days of truth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 30 days of truth. Show all posts

Monday, October 25, 2010

call it....

ok, lets be honest i am not going to finish the 30 days of truth challenge. i am sorry i just don't have time to be "deep" right now (keep the jokes to yourself, please (-: ). so lets just call a peach a peach, i'm out. so long challenge. nice knowin' ya. don't let the door hit you on the way out.

anyway how about a little, "gracie says!"

gracie: we need to get rid of noah.
me: what!?!?! no we don't we love noey baby.
gracie: yeah i know but he poops in his pants.

happy monday!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

30 days of truth day 3

oops, i missed a day. sorry i am really trying but my hubby is sick and we had a funeral yesterday. what do you want from me. i promise to do better.

any-who....


day 3 : something you need to forgive yourself for.

i have horrible "mommy guilt," about being away from my children. i am not sure why i do. i mean i am with my children all. the. time. but it is just so unnatural for me to be away from them. becasue even though they do make me crazy and when i do plan a night out i find myself counting the seconds until i break free. that feeling of freedom only lasts for a moment. by the time i get to the stop sign at the top of my street, my heart is aching to see those little faces. it seriously takes all my strength not to turn the car around and go snuggle up on the couch with my babies.

i know i need help.

happy saturday!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

30 days of truth day 2

day 2 : something you love about yourself.

i love the family that i created with the help of my amazing husband. believe me it was/is not always picnics and roses. being a wife and momma is very, very hard but i wouldn't change one thing. i feel so blessed to have this wonderful life. i often ask myself how did i get so lucky?






Wednesday, October 20, 2010

30 days of truth... beter late then never!

i saw this



on these blogs.
The Paper Mama


and though it would be a good way to give myself some accountability when it comes to blogging. lets face it i have been a suckie blogger the past month and i want to kick this lull in the rear. so here we go.



The questions I’ll be answering for my 30 Days of Truth Project:

Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Since i am starting late i will be a few posts behind the other blogger's participating but oh well....

day 1 : Something you hate about yourself.

i am horrible with confrontation. i hate that when something/someone is bothering me, i can't speak up and say so. sometimes this is a good thing for example, "if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all." but sometimes after the opportunity to speak my mind passes i am often left kicking myself for not speaking up. however, i have found that when it comes to my babies, i have zero fear about speaking up on their behalf. i should just channel those feelings of "momma bear," to everything else in my life.

to be continued.....