Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

thoughts

it's wednesday and the sun isn't up yet. noah and i have already been up for an hour. i dont like being awake before the sun it just seems unnatural.

i have been feeling sick for the past two days. i am in a constant state of nausea blahhhhhhhhhhh. NO i am not pregnant.

but let me tell you, feeling like this has made me remember those first 20 weeks (no that is not a typo i meant 20 weeks) of pregnancy when all i can keep down is gatorade chips. can you say, torture!

i have come to the conclusion that i don't want to be pregnant again. there is no way i can be sick like that and take care of my babies.

i mean two kids is still a lot of kids. right?