Wednesday, October 20, 2010

30 days of truth... beter late then never!

i saw this



on these blogs.
The Paper Mama


and though it would be a good way to give myself some accountability when it comes to blogging. lets face it i have been a suckie blogger the past month and i want to kick this lull in the rear. so here we go.



The questions I’ll be answering for my 30 Days of Truth Project:

Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Since i am starting late i will be a few posts behind the other blogger's participating but oh well....

day 1 : Something you hate about yourself.

i am horrible with confrontation. i hate that when something/someone is bothering me, i can't speak up and say so. sometimes this is a good thing for example, "if you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all." but sometimes after the opportunity to speak my mind passes i am often left kicking myself for not speaking up. however, i have found that when it comes to my babies, i have zero fear about speaking up on their behalf. i should just channel those feelings of "momma bear," to everything else in my life.

to be continued.....

4 comments:

  1. you have no fear of holding back when it comes to your husband either ....

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  2. i am the same way! tis a good and bad thing i guess. i would rather be like us than rude all of the time though!

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  3. Wow! Big undertaking. I'll stay tuned.

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